My heart is full

My heart is full. So full that I almost can't stand it.

I feel the hand of God leading me. Where we will go, I don't know.  What's there, I know must be wonderful.

I am so excited.  Like I have ants in my pants!

I have been praying, searching, crying out and begging for God to lead me to a place where I have the opportunity to be a work at home mom. 

But, what will I do?  Only God knows. 

I just pray that whatever it is, that is can be used to minister to others.  I want to be a blessing and to make a difference in this world.  I don't want to just take up oxygen and space.  I want the dash that stands for my life in 100 years on my grave to mean something.

Anxiously ready for this journey.